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I wasn t having any of it, Luca said softly. I did my best to
make her see how much I loved her, and I promised her we would
find someone, someone to love both of us like we deserved, someone
who would deserve our love.
Took a while, but I finally emerged from my fog. We got
married, and even though we ve taken some men to our bed, it s never
been for more than one night. We haven t been actively searching.
Until we met you, Luca added.
Jonah didn t meet their gazes. He didn t want to see that hope
in their eyes, the same hope he was sure brightened his. He just
couldn t say yes, but damn if he could bring himself to say no. Instead
he asked, What does being with you entail? He averted his gaze and
licked his spoon, the remnants of the apple pie and cold ice cream
making his mouth water.
Luca spoke. We want someone who s here because he wants
us. He pointed between him and Alexis. Someone who can be
confident in our relationship to know that no one comes before the
other. Not someone who wants to be with me, or her, and tolerates the
other. That is unacceptable.
No worries about that, Jonah wanted them both. But the fear
of playing second place to the married couple s commitment to each
other still hovered. He wanted to feel needed fully. Wanted
wholeheartedly. Like he belonged to the crazy idea of the three of
them merging into one. He d been too long without, and he d settle
for no less. He wanted Alexis s softness and Luca s hard edges. He
wanted to sink himself into Alexis s tight cunt while Luca fucked him,
and he wanted the reverse, to watch Luca take Alexis while losing
himself in the doctor s depths. He hadn t had that yet. He d gotten lost
in them the last time and didn t get the chance to make love to Luca.
Commitment, Alexis said. You to us, and us to you. Truth.
Trust. Companionship. Friendship. We want to never have to worry
where your loyalties lie, and we want your mind to be at ease as well,
Jonah. She leaned forward, elbows on the table. You have to want
us as much as we want you, and trust me, she winked, we want
you.
We do, Luca said, but this is your decision. We re just
making sure it s one you can t say no to. He smiled, teeth flashing
white in the dim light. I don t know why it s you and not the other
men we ve played with, and I don t care. I just know that you fit us.
His gaze softened as he stared at Jonah. I ve watched Alexis with
men. It s been hot and decadent, but what it hasn t been was right.
He leaned back, arms crossed over his chest. Watching you touch
her, watching her react to you, it s more than hot or delicious or
decadent. It feels right.
Jonah swallowed. He d thought that, too. Touching them,
being loved by them, that night, it felt right. Too right. He licked his
lips, cock jerking at the way both sets of eyes tracked the movement.
Are the rest of your fantasies as & intense as the last one? he asked
Luca.
Luca grinned. Not at all. That was a once in a lifetime kind of
fantasy. He waved a hand in dismissal. You know, like something to
cross off on our bucket list.
Jonah nodded slowly. He still needed some time. I-I need to
think.
Luca s face fell. Okay. He signaled for the waiter. We ll
give you all the time you need.
Alexis didn t look all that happy either, but she nodded. Yes.
We don t we don t want to push you, or force ourselves down your
throat. She grinned. Just think about it.
He d think of nothing else. He insisted on paying half of the
check, and Luca let him. Then together all three left the restaurant.
Outside in the cold, under the shivery moonlight, Jonah found himself
in the middle of Alexis and Luca, walking with them to their car. At
their silver BMW they stopped, and Luca faced him.
Can we call you?
Jonah blinked. When?
Luca shrugged. Sometime. Anytime.
Jonah found himself nodding. Yes, he whispered. I d like
that.
Alexis stepped closer and touched his face. Her fingers were
cold, but Jonah didn t mind. Her touch was soft, reverent against his
skin. He turned into her touch, rubbed his jaw along her palm, and he
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